Continuation Of Form 6 Orientation Week

 Hello everyone!!!!! 

* clear throat *

Now that almost a year has passed since my last post, here is the most recent update.

I'm not a student in form 6 anymore. After two weeks of becoming a form 6 student, I received UPU offer. After giving it a lot of thought, I have decided to pursue UPU instead of staying in form 6. I would rather stay if you asked me, but what can I do?😭 Nevertheless, I still really miss everything about form 6.

Alright! I HAVE TO MOVE ON. I never knew it was this hard to let go 😭😣

I'm now a Diploma Radiography student at UniSZA. Let me tell you something: I'm in my third semester at the moment. I had homesickness in both Sem 1 and Short Semester. What did I do? I sobbed through every single day.

Things do get better, even a little bit, it is still an improvement. For next semester (4th semester), I will be in HTA for practical. Hopefully I manage to write more about it later.

Studying is fine, everything is fine. But deep down, I don't know what's making my soul (?) feels heavy. No, it is not because of burn out and no, I'm not having beef with anyone. It's unsettling, I don't even know how to explain. But for sure, it makes me feel lethargic and my motivation to do anything is getting lower day by day.

May Allah gives us strength and courage to fight on our everyday struggles with peace and patience.

Have faith in Allah, no matter how broken we feel. 

They planned, but Allah also planned. And Allah is the best of planners - (3: 54)


See you on the next entry.

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